Aaron made a really huge mistake. I was so hurt and angry at first but after we talked about everything, things started to get better (and he bought me red roses). I’m still hurt and a bit angry about it all but who wouldn’t be? I realized that we do love each other so very much and that he meant every word he said to me about how sorry he was and how it won’t every happen again, he even swore on his mom. Which is really really big for him. I love the guy to death and I don’t want to loose him, I think this was just a test of our relationship and what we will be able to handle and overcome. He leaves in almost two months, holy shit… that’s insane.. and so we need a lot of trust which he is going to have to earn back and a lot of love which I know we have. If I didn’t see myself marrying this guy I wouldn’t put myself through the whole “Army relationship” but he is so worth, we are so worth, our love is so worth it.